I hate not being able to sleep.
I hate this helplessness that makes me stare at the walls like some sort of crazy schizophrenic.
Is it odd that there are parts of Septimus that I can relate myself to?
I hate this helplessness it is driving me nuts.
I finished movies, began reading, watched television for hours on end and still couldn't sleep. I spent the entire day sleeping and the entire night staying up. And the worst part is even when stay up during the day I cannot sleep for more than three hours during the night.
I'm having the craziest nightmares. Or daymares, anyway. I relived every awful memory of the past few months.
I thought dreams were a way to ... disguise your anxieties ... not show em exactly as what you are afraid of.
Exactly what you are trying to forget in the first place..
Everyone has been sleeping - Exploding Dog.
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Hadd Ho gayee, I was suffering the same way last nite. Hence the non-recycling of stuff in my brain.
How'd you get past it then?
i can relate.
at night every single mistake we've ever made seems to play itself again in our head in the widescreen edition.
Oh if that be it... I had a 3D Dark Knight version of my life in cinemascope.
*sighs* Must be awful.. I've had those moments when the horrid mistakes and moments of my life have been repeated before me in my head. Awful, awful feeling. :(
I don't think there was ever a time I stayed up the entire night due to insomnia though. I just kept praying and repeating the First Kalimah..and I dozed off eventually :) [But the night was restless]
Hope you get some rest and sleep soon! xox
Aaah. Dozing off eventually.
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